summer notes again

10 More Things to Do this Summer

1 - need to stop myself from sitting on the couch all week long; reason: feels like a loser that I spent all this weekend sitting in the same spot as well = just not cool or fun, especially when part of my thigh now hurts from sitting there too much

2 - need to do as many fun things before the summer is reallly over.. for reals. otherwise I will cry and regret it and tell myself 'youth is wasted on the young'. (I will probably cry for the end of summer anyways, probably an equal amount if it was super fun and I didn't want it to end)

3 - try hard to practice something having to do with real architecture before I get thrown back into it again, especially after all of the craziness of last semester... I need to understand that this is something that I can do and gain any small bit of self esteem/ confidence that I can, cuz if I don't have anything going for me, it's just not fair to James to have to work with me in DD

4 - find a job for the semester - even though I cringe at the thought, it's something that's needed, and even if it means interviewing at 20 or 30 more strange places and making more 'imaginary sandwiches' then it's just something that's got to be done... I dont want to be down into the hundreds of dollars after DD

5 - come up with a list of fun things to do during the semester - is there a yoga class I can join? should I go back to the eq team? I need to have some sort of physical activity going on...

6 - figure out a way to get myself to not worry so much during the semester, especially when it gets really stressful in studio, I just need to not care as much - as awesome as it is being an A-student it doesn't feel good to not sleep and hate myself and school by the end of every semester... sometimes I just need to go and sleep things off and not feel guilty about doing that

7 - go to Martha's Vineyard and NOT get eaten by sharks

8 - help Mary Ann have an amazing 21st bee dayyy on Friday-Sat

9 - start saving up for things once I get done with school; aka. getting and paying for my own apartment, being prepared to pay back loans, oorrr thinking about grad school (but also trying to pay for my own place), saving up for a trip back to Italy

10 - sleep, sleep, sleep

- c