Last Night of Freedom

With the terrors of the Greene Building looming over me - I am definitely not going to have a restful sleep tonight. Driving over to Troy for the last time I stared at RPI in a state of fear - these were the last moments my mind could be free of thinking "anything" when looking at this campus. From now on I'm going to have some dark cloud of thought looming over my head when I see the hills of Troy. From papers and projects to studio reviews and dreadful professors... who knows what this semseter will bring? I also fully know that I "should" be sleeping now... I don't think I know anyone who belives I will wake up in time for my 10am tomorrow [Eric has considerably the most doubts of anyone]. But it's okay - I will be getting a wake-up call from both Marissa and Eric to make sure I make it to class [what am I going to do without Marissa's texts telling me we were getting a quiz in class when I would still be sleeping in bed?! haha damn EES...].


I'm hoping my little bit of excitment for vertical studio presentations will somewhat "force" me to wake up at those dreadful hours in the morning [8.50am]. I'm both interested and scared for being in a vertical becaues I could choose an amazing class to be in... but then be stuck with people who will be showing me up all the time and struggle through it despite enjoying the material... ooooor I could be stuck in a really hard class with not-so-hard-working people and therefore struggle the whole semester as well. All I can do is pray for the best!


I should mention, too, how much I like my apartment [this is also before commuting to class...]. It is spacious for only three people and home-y - we have a huuuge living room, and a big porch, and cute little kitchen! Best of all - I finally get my own room to come and go as I please without disrupting other people and without having to hear other people moving around when my brain feels damaged from no sleep. I got some nice new bedding also which always makes me happy, plus its shiney which is another plus plus haha. Annddd it's a fuuulll bed instead of a tiny twin haha - I don't know how much better this living situation could get for now! [so long as I'm not mugged living on this street lol]

Well now I really wish I had bought a book the other night while wandering aorund Barnes & Nobles with E and Karl haha I feel bad having dragged them there and wandered around for about two hours when they were planning on getting up at the crack of dawn to go skiing. I'm not tired yet and not really bored but maybe a book would force me to sleep? Probably not - I could read forever.

Okay, well since I can't think of anything more to write for now I guess thats all! Wish me luck tomorrow that I don't run out of the Greene Building crying in fear and that I can wake up and get to Philosophy on time tomorrow haha [the second will be comical if the worse happens... the first probably not].

-c