Today has been one of the most difficult in a while. I moved Bella and myself back into the big house on 15th Street, and it was anything but easy. From being nervous about the temperature of the house [it being too hot, as Eric has a/c], to her adjusting well being back here I have been a nervous wreck. She is calm and sleeping on the foot of my bed now, but I feel so bad bringing her around to these different living situations. Hopefully she will adapt well to being back in the big house, that she will like my room like she once did. I hope we can get back into a healthy routine, and I guess it's much better than being in the pound? Here she isn't being tormented by the noise and bustle of many big dogs. I think her biggest fear is when I leave each day. And its heartbreaking to have to leave her, even going downstairs to make myself dinner I felt like I was breaking her heart. I think she will learn to be comfortable in this room again, just like she was at Eric's... she'd just lay on his bed and watch us walk in and out, knowing we'd be back. Ahh, I really, really hope these next few weeks can go smoothly. It would be a miracle this summer to have a couple days of peace.
- c
- c
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