so little time

So sad that yesterday was the last day of pub trivia. This summer has gone by wayy too fast. It's odd that in previous summers I usually wouldn't have a job until at least July... iiif that, and this summer I've been working even when school was going on. I guess it's filled my time in good ways, and helped me realize that I can be okay living away from home... even though I'm back there now. This summer has also oddly kept me from dreaming about obscure things for my future - be that good or bad, I'm not entirely sure. But a couple nights ago I found myself coming to terms with just going on to working at an architecture firm after graduation... boy did I have to pinch myself. THAT has never been in the plan. But I guess if I can be around interesting people and feed my creative desires, I should be happy - right? I'm thinking this semester will also show me alot about my future in architecture... seeing as Thesis could either make or break me [and yes, now that its this close, Thesis will always begin with a capital "T"]. Another change this summer, well besides alllll the others is that I have been reading significantly less : (. Shocking, especially to me. During the games camp I was reading every night, but that was only for 2 weeks. I used to read on the weekends... back when I was "ahead" in my GRE book - hahaha, ahead... But since the camp I think I've picked up my cogsci book, maybe once? So, soo sad. I think I also forgot how quickly my mind turns over from thinking frames in the summer - before the end of my camp I thought there was tonnss of time left to romp around and have fun, tonss of time to study, ahh yea the world was guna be mine after camp. But now I feel like its a race to end work, and then time to soak up as much as fun as I can in two small weeks? I want to go live at the lake house for a week, and then go to the beach for another week... but I'm also not so sure about staying at the lake all by myself... bears and mountain lions and rattle snakes... omg if I ran into one of them I'd die. But maybe that'll happen... who knows? Besides thatt, I just need to get down to NYU and over to Boston if there's time [and funds]. Ahhh summerrr whyyy are you sooo shooort?

- c