It's finally here - the calm before the storm. Looking back, I feel as though being in Martha's Vineyard was literally just a week ago. I saw a MV's newspaper lying on my bedroom floor and immediately I wanted to go there - return to the warm beaches and the rough sand. It's so amazing to think that even that warm summer town is dreary and grey right now. I can barely remember Halloween - seeing as it was caught-up in the rush of the midterm - that time all feels like a dream to me... a dream that cushions my summer and what is going on now. And Thanksgiving itself - I haven't experience this holiday in two years! I can hardly remember what time I need to show up for Equinox! Not to mention, I fear this holiday will feel more like a working panic, but instead of having heart attacks in studio, it'll be in my room or kitchen. I also don't have a car... which means I can't get coffee... which is sorely preventing me from getting anything done.
I slept for thirteen hours last night... woke up in a haze... and now I just don't know what to do with myself. I think it's bold if I put off doing work, but deep inside I know I'll want to kill myself for it later. So part of the reason I'm even hurriedly writing right now is to put down in some form... a list of what I NEED to accomplish over this break:
1 - edited redlines/ new drawing set
2 - 8' wall section [printed]
3 - RISA
4 - some finalized form of a portfolio
+ three 8.5x11 layouts for the majority of firms...
5 - list of firms to apply to/ who to apply to/ email address/ rules etc...
I think that's a good enough list for now... as for non-necessities... there's of course:
- I will be raiding Christmas Tree Shops
- probably also American Eagle
- maybe/ probably getting Starbucks everyday
- walking Whisp at the Crossings and hoping he doesn't eat a little baby dog
- proly won't have time for much else...
- c
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