Okayy okayy okayyyyy, I neeed to get out of the house really bad but it's so hard to tell myself its okay to leave to go buy coffee, again, as always. I've been trying hard to save money lately, especially saving what's still in the bank, but there's just something in me that prevents me from staying in the same place. I want to go out, get my coffee and maybe shop around for books? hahah okayyy... nooo can't do that either, I need to stay focused: get coffee, come back.
[ughhhh] Soooo difficult to come back to this house over and over again. Getting away to Eric's is a breath of fresh air, I mean if I was at his place right now, I'd either be sitting in Common Grounds reading and writing and drawing - orrr - off at Mowhawk Pond swimming my brains out. But... what is there to do in good ol' Cohoes? Well there are more than enough temptations to buy 'things', there's the escape to get coffee and buy books, there the stacks of magazines calling my name at Barnes and Nobles... there are clothes shouting to me from within the mall.... all of these wonderful consumer objects pulling me in, ready to eat me alive.
Oh rural, oh farmville Connecticut, how beautiful you are for being commercial-less and fully detached from all humanity.
-c
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