I am Procrastinating

It's Saturday before school starts again [booooo] and I really should be getting alot of work done... work that i have been stressing about all week... but somehow i can't bring myself to even attempt anything productive until its 9pm or later. I think i've finally finished my resume.... don't know if its perfect but its working for me now... i need to get a cover letter done annnddd a poooortfolllio [which has been in-the-works since last summer... and intensely during the beginning of this week].... I had planned to write everything I have to get done here now... but it's really frightening how long the list is

I need to:
- write all 3 topics for Writing class
- start putting together the Bentley Competition slides [and find our scrpit?]
- figure out what my group is doing for the case study #1 for BSE
- start an outline [at least] for the Philosophy essay
- PORTFOLIO 2010 [this really needs to get finished]
- get a list of places I'm going to apply to this summer [+ call Kelly Services about getting another part-time job back]
- also, i'd like to enter the McKinney Writing Contest... i have a few old stories i wrote, but i want to enter something new [of course making things more difficult for myself... but what else would i expect out of me?]


iiiiii think there should be more things on this list... but i can't think of anything more right now because that is hefty enough.... especially considering that whenever my mom gets home from work we are going to two of my aunts' houses and seeing my two new baby cousins [Emma and Kira].... it'll be alot of fun, but i hate how school has to dampen my mood all of the time and always linger over everything i do. All the professors upon leaving for break with their "Relax, don't think about work over break...." ...... bullll shit. I have an assignment in every class and yet EVERY professor said something to this effect - what goes on in your brains? Okay, well enough procrastination for now... i haaaaave to finish someeethingg....

-c