summer summer

Stopped by the humane society again yesterday to see Bella. I filled out the adoption form, and the girl behind the desk said I am the only one interested in her thus far. It makes me so nervous and excited to have her in my life. I'm mostly nervous about what the volunteers will drill me about, my lifestyle, my habits... my insecurities. My parents have trained me well to crack with the smallest bit of resistance. I'm a horrible liar, and very easily swayed.

This summer has slowly taken a turn for the worse... yet again. It seems like I can't go more than a week without something going wrong. Things were great - ahh and now after introducing people to each other I end up as the odd one out. I don't know why this always seems to happen to me. As far back as I can remember, I'm the friendly, forward person I meet people quickly and easily and I love introducing new friends to the old. It just seems like every time I do this, my friends get really close and then I'm left looking for new people again. It makes me so happy that my friends always come together very quickly, but I hate feeling like the one who has become distant. ughhh This is yet another reason a pup would be so great, for those times when my friends desert me, there'll be someone around to hang out with.

- c